who's lagoon by jeanette

tbh i feel like i edit now just to leave a mark. like i'm scared i'm going to die or some shit and i want my content out there, just to be remembered. maybe i want meaning. a lot has been going on the past 5/6 months since i uploaded "pink stagnant." if you care, i won first place for that commercial i made. i'm taking film classes over the summer and going to a leadership program for some weeks. it's all very exciting.
but mostly, i hope i'm actually becoming something worthwhile. who knows. maybe these are the things i'll be remembered for. i'm fine with that. this is all very sappy and i'll probably be made fun of for speaking so freely, so in true genuine fashion: thanks for deciding to watch my content even if i do it for myself.

i'd also like to thank jakub/almie for introducing me to game of thrones when the edit was 90% done, ultimately postponing the finished product by a week. (loveheart) and for rendering the 3 sections together for me. forever grateful.

- jeanette

edit: i am overwhelmed by the amount of support this has received. thank you all so much. i had gotten a hateful message that this edit's time of labor (3 months) and end product was meaningless and stupid, but all i have to say is this.
the hard work is paying off. satisfaction feels better than the reality of my craft. who cares if video game editing is pointless when applied to real world value. i love my community. and i urge you to never stop doing the things you enjoy, because sometimes i feel there are too little opportunities for creative and emotional outlet, and insignificance should not hold you short of personal gain.

Music:
tennyson - like what
electric mantis - daybreak (mixed)
electric mantis - sample pack (mixed)
haywyre - restraint